Eliminate the Impossible..for whatever remains, however improbable, is the truth.

2010-01-23T11:21:00.002+08:00

It's been a long time since I last posted. The life I lead nowadays is not a life worth mention. However, lessons that I derive does provide much advice to how I should lead my life. Also, the temporary posting that I get now in the army can be said to be a prelude to my teaching life in the future.

Taking cadets feel like I'm taking students. They don't really treat you as their teacher though. For spec cadets, they treat you more like friends. Which I am sure I will experience next time where some students just don't like to give anybody respect. That is when the role of a teacher changes. Then, a teacher has to know how to be a friend to his students before anything else. He/She needs to understand how the students feel, how the students think. Then can he/she craft out lessons well suited to the students' needs. But all this isn't easy. In fact, I should say it cannot be done to all the students in a class of 40+ next time. You can be a friend to everyone, but to have a lesson that suits everyone is absurd. Such is the difficulty I may face next time.

偏离主题一点，我想谈谈交友之道。我现在认识到，交友真的很讲求缘分。几个好友要认识，在某种程度上一定是受到缘分的牵引。而朋友要升华为好友，则需要缘分把他们聚集在同一个地点，做同样的事情。好友要晋升挚友，更是必需共度患难，有难同当，方能完成。而一切的一切，仍然少不了冥冥中的安排。由此可见，缘分在维持友情上扮演重要的一环。

我很感谢上天的安排。无论发生任何不愉快的事件，我总是有一群好友陪伴着。中学如此，初院如此，当兵亦如是。尤其在服兵役的过程中，我更认识到许多容我推心置腹的战友。这完完全全是因为我们经历了许多挫折，忍受了许多辱骂，受尽了苦难，友情才能生根结果。与兵役中的好友们虽然认识的日子短，但由于周一至五每时每刻都在一起，自然对彼此有着更深一层的认识。最重要的，是清楚了对方的生活习惯。要知道，与人同处一个屋檐下实在不容易，我也听说过某些人受到同房的排挤。我很庆幸，这种情况仍未发生在我身上。

因此，我藉此机会，向我众多挚友们，表示真诚的感谢。

2009-07-11T17:47:00.002+08:00

As I tap into this familiar screen, I am overwhelmed with an enormous load of feelings. Frankly, it is hard to put into words what 7 months of NS gave me. Perhaps I should split these 7 past months into two stages: BMT and OCS.

BMT was honestly a gathering of people from all echelons of society. I saw a lot of different personalities, some gangsters, some who frequented places where JC kids shun, some who enjoyed being by themselves, some who loved to entertain the crowd, my schoolmates, etc. What was memorable was not the various basic army stuff taught in that short span of 3 months, but the people I met and got acquainted with. In the end, it was the memories that defined those 3 months of joy and laughter. It was nothing compared to the rest of my army life, and I regard it the best of my army days.

OCS was a totally different community altogether. Somehow, I just cannot click with the people. I was wary. I shut my true feelings and character out from all the others around me. I felt like I didn't belong. All those faces, All those people whom I talked to, they were all brimming with excitement and eager to be here. Heck, it was their choice to be here. Sadly, didn't seem to be mine. All in all, it isn't an experience I would like to further elaborate about. I mean, everything in the army is confidential right?

2008-10-11T18:12:00.002+08:00

如果有一天
我们不是现在的我们
让社会夺取了热诚
让心机代替了坦诚
可能
我们变成相对的过客
回忆只是大海石沉
说话只是把握商机
而叙旧
便留给从前的我们

或许有一天
我们还是现在的我们
带思念随梦想起飞
携泪水替未来扬帆
但是
欢聚纯属想象
追溯更添遗憾
营求梦想理固宜然
只遗憾当初错过的种种境况

希望有一天
我们不是长大的我们
化作以前恶魔般的学生
取悦简简单单的谈论

如果有一天
一起玩，好吗？

2008-09-29T21:49:00.002+08:00

抒情文一向来不是我的强项，我也压根儿没想到真正的抒情，真的很爽。

不知从几何时，作文已经不是一个抒发个人意见的管道。本来考试就要看考官的要求，看他的脸色，你写的，或许你同意，或许你不赞同，但一定是你觉得会引起考官赞赏或注意的文章。那么，作文，是否便失去意图了呢？现在的作文考试，到底是考察学生的写作技巧和深度，还是测试他能否吐出一些迎合考官想法的意见？又或许，这根本不是意见。或许，这只是一张做答卷。完全不需思考，只要囫囵吞枣，你便能平步青云。
当然，应该没我说的那么糟糕。至少作文还是有些许些微的发挥空间，让你在有限的空间内发挥无限的想象力。只要保持在问题涉及的范围里，你就能天马行空。不要忘记：离不离题，还要视不同老师而定。

有时候，听到人们谈论XX政治家虚伪，光说不练，那一点点惊讶里，更多的是习以为常。难道到了这个世代，我们对此类事件还不司空见惯吗？人们会对这种谈论兴致勃勃，却也恰恰证明了，人们还是无法正视事实。政治家之所以言行不一，或多或少也与这个社会与人们趋于表面化所致啊！精神上的薄弱，与物质上的日趋充足形成尖锐对比。政治家会光说不练，也是为了要融入这个社会。他们的举动，在很大的程度上，可以说是必需的。我不否认，我的确曾经虚伪过。你呢？

说到底，考试制度还是最令人质疑的。考试考试，考验你的应试策略，测试你的应考技巧。古往今来，能者居之。如今，这句话还属实吗？“强者并非赢家，赢家方为强者”这句话反而比较灵验。你强，不代表你会胜出。因为你强的地方，恰好不在考试范围之内。高踞榜首的人，或实至名归，或侥幸取分，这都不重要。重要的是，文凭在你手中，学历资深。考试失败的人，就不是强者吗？当然不是。因为众口一词，要脱颖而出，独占鳌头，一定好考好成绩。

这在我眼中才是抒情。不管神散形不散，就算神形皆散，为何不能是抒情？为什么抒情需要有一种逻辑性的安排，约束自己的情感，看准情况有的放矢？！感情本来就是散乱的。有感而发，顾名思义-在有感觉的时候便痛痛快快地抒发。诚然，这在A水准是不可能的。

2008-08-30T18:05:00.001+08:00

不可以再虚度光阴。。如今的每一分一秒，都是制衡这场战争的关键。。我要赢！要胜利！不能输。。输给这个考试制度，输给压力。整装待发，每一天都是准备。准备迎接下一天的复习，下一天的压力，下一个月的考试。杀。

2008-08-24T21:54:00.003+08:00

This shall be a last-ditch attempt to buff my english standards in order to fend off the impending and looming threat that is notoriously termed "General Paper". Defeat comes eventually to the unprepared, and I must beef up my content and examples (faked, mostly)! okay its crap. I wanted to blog a post to officially mark the start of a strenuous, torturous, long-drawn 18days of mugging. HOWEVER, that got botched by something else. Incidentally, it fell on 21st August, my birthday. Unfortunately, it was not my birthday celebration that prevented me from blogging. Say Hurray to Appendicitis and Appendicesomy. Instead of a chance to sleep snugly in bed and wake up to the realisation that mugging days have started, I earned myself a rare and indeed enriching and sophisticated experience of having my tummy punctured with 3 hideous holes and having a small and irritating miscellaneous organ extricated from my body.
Nonetheless, the worst of it all was that after the...complicated operation, I felt like a useless person. Really, for once. I've all along detested this feeling of being helped extensively and unnecessarily.weird.And no,this mishap did not pick a great time to occur. 5 days before the prelims isn't really a good time, i reckon? And then, I was forced to pick myself up (literally and metaphorically) and get geared up for mugging. Mugging gears set. oh wait, wikipedia seems to have something interesting.

2008-08-09T23:23:00.001+08:00

I feel like I'm frequenting this blog like I did just 2 years ago. And stoning at this screen, waiting to type something I wanna type. It's always at such crucial moments that I seem to be more distracted and everything. Really weird. While I read through some of my friend's blog, I'm really wondering...how did a bunch of people with similar nature and characteristics metamorphose into so many different varieties of qualities and nature now? It's like JC life changed a lot of us. Maybe because of the girls, maybe it's the environment...but really, it scares me to see how we change. Cos I duno if its for the better. While I'm sure I made new friends and have changed some of my ways...it just doesn't feel right to have my friends turning into almost-new individuals whom I nearly cannot recognise and feel for. Weird. Yet something to ponder about.

Why is it that when we get into JC, the world starts getting...more unfathomable, darker and closer to the reality we see in Gotham City? Ya i know it's that defiled by criminals and whatsoever-.-, but..I duno, it just seems that we are being exposed to many kinds of evils, opening the Pandora box. Random thoughts, yea i know. I'm also getting more and more repulsive towards adults. They just give me a feeling that they have a hidden agenda everytime they approach me. I feel like I can't trust them totally. Feels like an invisible wall I set up myself against them. It's not good, that I know too. But it's becoming a reflex. A subconscious, unknowing act. Scary.

Moving from that, JC is really a mini society of its own. It is a perfect simulation of what you would get in life. Imperfect working partners, incompatibility with certain people, dislike for certain higher authorities, contempt for many people, scorning and being skeptical of the current system, etc. And this exposure really doesn't feel good. I don't like being compelled to do certain things or communicate with certain people, but it's slipping out of our hands. It's not our choice anymore.

小时候真好。。此句不差。踏入成人的世界，才了解在这社会中，人是多么无助的。存在主义也有它的一番道理吧。撇开这些吧，自己。

2008-07-28T21:23:00.002+08:00

不知怎么的，总是在最关键的时刻做最不必要的事情。就在离Prelims不到一个多月的这几天,诸多事件纷至沓来，灵感、感触浮现脑海，犹如清池上的青藻般，不吐不快。

死对许多人来说是非常可怕的。不，正确的来说，不是死可怕，而是因为我们不知道死后会去那里，所以才会害怕。依稀记得，曾祖父死去当时，模样安详。他说，他看到来迎接他的天使。不管是真是假，他不畏惧死亡，不外乎是因他有了寄托。他对死后的情况，有了自己的一番概念与定义。他清楚，他死后将回归上帝怀抱。当然现在我们不可能证明他死后去了哪里。

那么，我是否害怕死亡呢？很简单。我不知道。不知道应不应该害怕死亡。或许我太过单纯，抑或我实在没那空闲时间坐在椅子上冥想。说实在的，那是步入暮年、身患不治之症的人才会想的事吧。我可不想浪费时间去想。还不如珍惜现在的时光。只要珍惜现有的一切，就不会留下遗憾。不留遗憾，走也走得瞑目吧。

2008-07-27T15:56:00.002+08:00

立志用“心”是很好，但是，明德，我现在要跟你说：“心不是你唯一需要的东西。”

常言道：“好心做坏事”，“有心无力”，往往许多事情，除了一心一意，还需要“法”。方法不对，一切免谈。事倍功半，更不在话下。做事得“法”，就算无“心”，依然能够生存，过活。看看我国的教师们。在这12年的学习生涯中，要是有人现在过来跟我说:“教师都是用心良苦的，每一位都是为了你的学习进度着想。”屁啦！有些教师简直是如鱼得水，在这混世中活得有滋有味。并不是所有老师喜欢教书，更免谈关心学生。无“心”却得“法”，让他们仍然能在教育界混下去。

用心很好，但方法真的很重要。时间不多，好好掌握。好兄弟会在这里鼓励你的！(oops,是七月hor）

2008-07-26T16:13:00.002+08:00

Well honestly, I didn't care about my blog for the past few months. I must say sorry to it. That said, there wasn't much to talk about anyway. Any teeny weeny little bits of emotions here and there were cruelly erased, eradicated, blasted away with the never-ending waves of homework. It's like "I'm finally done!" and you get some more work tomorrow. Oh crap I didn't revive this blog to talk crap.

It's like the same scenario, the same experience repeated from two years ago. Only this time, the stress is greater. The difficulty is greater. Hell, everything's harder and more difficult this time round. A's is creating stress for everybody. And so, why am I here at this crucial moment, idling my time away at this stupid window that has two buttons labelled "Publish Post" and "Save now"? For a simple reason: It's time to think.

All of us have the responsibility to think. To think for ourselves, to think for our loved ones, to think for our future, to think for our academics, to think for those under our charge, to think of how to answer to our superiors, etc. What is lacking nowadays is that we dun have the time to think. And so many of us sacrifice the time to think, which is very discouraged. In my opinion, thinking is a very important process in moving on. Those who know me will know how i stare at a certain question for very long sometimes and still not putting down any answer. That's because I like thinking more than anything else. Not that we should waste all our time thinking but..I feel that the thinking process is worth more than anything else. Especially when you're thinking hard. Thinking is about planning, about deciding, or simply just..trying to solve a mathematics question. Like what i did 2 hours ago and got pissed at. 思而不学则殆，学而不思则惘。I think the more I ramble on, the more crap is being retrieved out of me, but basically, thinking is a personal process which is unique to everyone. So hereby starts MY thinking process.

I've been thinking about the normal things everyone thinks about in their thinking time. Like what happens when we die, my goals in life, what i want to achieve, etc. But most importantly, and most applicable in the present time, is how I want my JC life to end. Yes, it's coming to an end. And knowing that Mr Lee Ming Te is going overseas after JC doesn't make things better. But he's furthering his studies, it's a good cause, so good luck Mr Lee. Okay, I digress. It's time for us to think about what has happened in this mere 2 years of our lifetime. We are stepping out into the society very soon, after A lvls are finished and we are finally over and done with for hardcore mugging. I think, 10 years down the road, how many of us would still be free/willing to get down to the same class bench (assuming it still exists and will not be replaced, but looking at the state of it now..quite hard). I think, 10 years down the road, I would be talking to accomplished doctors, lawyers, scientists, businessmen (yes I haven't forgotten Mr Lee), etc. I think, 10 years down the road, I would be the one up there talking crap and wasting precious time of students in lectures and tutorials. (though I hope I wouldn't). Endless thinking. Not endless time. Essentially, thinking about how little time we have left, and how we are going to use it. Definitely, my priority is studies and Anita. Yes I balance the two. Lastly, I think about how I will own in the next prelims.

And I think about the people I meet too. It's that stupid brain of mine. Like a random stranger I meet on the street, it has to categorise and associate the person with something. It's weird. And almost immediately, I decide whether I would like that person or not. Haha. I doubt that brain's gonna change. It includes teachers too, but of course my brain utilises more of its functions this time. It extracts what's good and bad about the styles of teachers, and then place it at some small storage place in my brain. I'll take it out when the time comes.

How long this post has been. How useless it has been too. Oh well. It's mugging time! Or so i say.

2008-04-27T22:55:00.001+08:00

期待的笑声
在沉静的夜晚
或许再也听不到
我痛恨这个惹人厌的考试制度
我鄙视匆匆忙忙的人世间
我厌倦一天到晚受到压力戕害
我们几时才能脱离苦海？

得与失

2008-04-20T17:22:00.002+08:00

得与失重不重要？说重要的人，你们迟早有一天会因为自己而出卖，出卖自己，出卖别人。说不重要的人，你们也够虚伪的。

对我来说，得与失重不重要在于所谈的东西到底是什么。对我来说，我最看重的莫过于现在我所拥有的感情。的确，得到它，我非常感激上帝赐予我的恩惠。失去它，可能微笑会永远离我而去。我很在意这份感情，我不想失去。

但话总是能说到很漂亮的。能不能做到，最后才揭晓。我只能沉着地面对每一天，展望未来。不放弃未来的人，就会有希望！

Reflections

2008-04-11T21:50:00.002+08:00

Well this place has been so stagnant for months its almost dead. I had wanted very much to revive it but I didnt know what I wanted to put up. I didnt know what I wanted to convey. Cos' I don't have a life right now. It's dominated by "A Levels is Coming", "If you all dun start studying now, then when are you gonna study?","Come on Everyone! Let's Mug", and similar look-alike phrases. I guess it's high time i started sorting out my thoughts and recollecting about what has happened. Maybe more of the former. I can't really remember anything now. Weird.

Much has occurred within this span of 2 months, like duh. It's not 2 months for nothing. But what has been of prime importance these few weeks is the HCI-NUS CLL Research Paper. Makes me question the reason behind doing research papers or even doing research itself. I can't say I've been happy committing myself to the more than 20 hours of research just to uphold the reputation of "HCI-NUS CLL Research Paper" and not hand in a substandard research paper that will become a laughing stock for years to come. In fact, more often than not, I'm left wondering why I am doing all this for. I don't care about my portfolio, I've got a decent one as of yet, AND WE DIDNT EVEN CHOOSE TO GET INTO THIS RESEARCH. Whatever. Not like whatever we students say makes a difference. Like when have students' opinions landed any impact?

Hong Chan was talking to Mr Ang and Mr Chan on Wednesday. They have always been talking about being receptive to students' opinions and that we are welcome to raise concerns. But of course, we were allowed to raise opinions, we had our say, but we have no right to decide for ourselves. Quite strange though, I thought I heard something like "The Hwa Chong Diploma will make no difference", and then I heard something else like it will provide us direct admission to certain tertiary institutions.

Oh yes, let us not forget that superb incident that perfectly exemplifies how there are always hmm...hypocrites in any institution. I shall not give names for fear of disciplinary action taken against me, but it has just fuelled my desires to become a teacher. Just makes me want to become a teacher and kick these kinda idiots out of the education system. Just one thing. Under NO CIRCUMSTANCES, ABSOLUTE no circumstances, should a teacher be scolding ANYONE "stupid". It speaks volumes about your own character. I would say a teacher will inevitably encounter students of all levels of intelligence, and passing judgment about one's intelligence level, even if it is true, is definitely NOT beneficial. I mean, imagine if you just got to realise someone has been calling you stupid behind your back. Or, even better, in your face. COME ON TEACHER! WHOEVER YOU ARE! HOW WOULD YOU FEEL? Teachers say students nowadays are getting more rebellious and opinionated. What about teachers?

*Oh yes, perhaps school rules are REALLY meant to be broken. I just saw councillors eating inside a classroom just now. A whole bunch of them. Having a meeting I guess. I wonder if the rubbish bin is filled with foodstuff.*

Perhaps what Singapore should be more concerned with now, rather than coming up with more and more beneficial(alright maybe that's controversial) initiatives that are aimed at increasing the versatility of our education system. Before it even advances on to more noble and glorious goals, perhaps it should scroll down to the more minute details and examine the very fundamentals of our education system today. What compels teachers to teach nowadays? Just how many out there are genuinely interested in TEACHING? Come on, face it. If there's something wrong, there's something wrong. ADMIT IT. Then get on to SOLVING IT.

Argh. Get more agitated and I risk a lawsuit. I better end my case soon. Whatever. This rambling won't solve anything anyway.

我真的很笨。被伤过的心，再怎么弥补。。。疤痕也去除不了。

2008-02-04T20:59:00.000+08:00

Get your own valentinr

2008-01-30T20:44:00.000+08:00

你是一棵会结果的树。
我喜欢灌溉我的关爱，
撒上充满爱意的肥料。
我喜欢为这树无故地担心，
为你修剪不断出现的烦恼。
树结果了。
一颗颗硕果映照出你纯真的微笑。
我愿意做你的园丁，一生照顾你的衣食住行。

I haven't forgotten our promise...and I put my life on it.

2008-01-12T21:07:00.000+08:00

J2 life is just plain BUSY. B-U-S-Y. I had to rush out so many pieces of homework once school started. Now I really understand the meaning of no-life. Oh well, the start of 2008 shares many similarities with 2007. For one, It was another nudge to reality from my holiday mood. No more going out everyday, no more playing of games, in short, no more fun. Life swooped out of my life once again. Had to try to remember old topics once again, and seeing classmates after 2 months was another form of exhilaration.
Yet 2008 differs from 2007. I questioned the way I was living my life during 2007. For 17 years, I had been indulging in computer games and I must say, I really did not have much social interaction. I thank my secondary school classmates for opening up my heart, for changing my perspective, yet there was still that void in my life. Computer games were meaningless, but it was also necessary to keep me sane from school life.
But im glad to say, 2008 will be different. That void has been filled, by a special someone whom I cherish and treasure. I want to be with her. She is the one who makes life worth living now. And my life is totally changed. I have a goal to work towards, and my life really feels satisfying. I love her, perhaps more than I love myself.

2007-12-16T11:48:00.000+08:00

It is time for me to stop acting like a child and shoulder my own worries and sadness. I should no longer let her wallow together with me in pain. Only happiness should dissipate from me.

是时候让我自己承担自己内心的恶魔了。

2007-11-03T23:32:00.000+08:00

HAHA. This idea's brilliant now that I think of it. Just needs a bit of time and effort. Think the harder part is hiding it from her and giving her a pleasant surprise. I'm scared I can't do it. nvm leak here and there. she can never guess it de. woohooo! i just enjoy making her happy.

2007-10-28T08:30:00.000+08:00

Haha. yesterday just went for scream! But when we got there all the tickets for haunted trail was sold out =( Then we went for an early entry to maze. It was not too bad in my opinion, but it was a bit of a joke when i saw so many people i know acting as spooky characters. Made the whole thing so laughable. Anita was screaming all her way and I was trying not to laugh. LOL! Good job to councillors though.
After the maze we zao out with mingte and his gang to JE. Nothing to do in school what. Then go there eat and play arcade a while..(not to mention neoprint taking which was a novel experience for me and i don't really wanna post any comments). After that went home. Was an interesting day. Not just the activities, but also reflections.

If you don't trust me, then don't tell me stuff that you don't trust me with.

2007-10-15T07:53:00.000+08:00

我知道，自己问这个问题不下百次，但每一次得到的结论都不一样。生命是什么？我竟然在梦境中问道。的确，生命这玩意儿一直困扰着我。既然人要死，那为什么要活？理由简单吗？不像是。但我如今的结论是：管它是什么！

多想无益，还不如用实际行动改变自己。长篇大论对如今的我来说还不如实际行动有效。生命照样过着，以冥想度过一生，还不如以自己的行为，让生命迸发出那一瞬间的光芒万丈。我可能说过，我现在还是要说：

生命是火花一般短瞬的灿烂。

Untitled

2007-10-08T18:31:00.000+08:00

I really dunno whether I'm changing...sort of getting more and more irritated by the niaos. Really. I was on the verge of exploding and retorting just now. Held back though. I really dunno what would happen if i do. I hope i don't. I really dun wanna do that...but sometimes, really cant help it. Like just now when i tried to calm myself down...thought of so many stuff to retort and shout about. Really hate it.

New Outlook

2007-10-05T20:34:00.000+08:00

Many things have changed in the past 9 months. I never did expect a change of such magnitude in myself. Positive? Negative? not too sure about that myself. Whatever it is, a change is a change. We can reflect all we want, but reflection without reaction is stupid. I admit, sometimes I do that too. Get sick and tired of it. I dun really try to change myself even after apologies and stuff, and I wonder wads the use of saying them in the first place..haish. Guess ill just have to try harder.

O well, about today...bowling!i finally reached the first 3-digit score in my entire lifespan. Cant say im not proud about that but well...it was with a teeny-weeny help from the sort-of spoiled bowling machine. It swept my 10th pin in with the other fallen pins and all i had to do was to roll a ball in and get a spare...-.-o well, 3-digit IS 3-digit! so hurray!

New Skin

2007-10-04T20:15:00.000+08:00

Woohoo!Finally changed blogskin under pressure from someone..Alright!looks nice. I recently took a liking to hitsugaya. Child Prodigy! Haha. promos was really a hassle. o well, all's gone. Now the time's left for playing and maybe..bits of reflection.

I think im really doing CLL injustice. Mugged so little for it yet expect a lot of results. And haiz... I really hope my mum wont object to me going for 2 chalets consecutively. Really hope...

不问

2007-07-16T21:28:00.000+08:00

且不问
风自何处来
又往哪里去
随它吹吧！

且不问
花从何时开
又于几更谢
随它去吧！

且不问
火因何事生
又为何故熄
随它灭吧！

且不问
人自何处来
又往哪里去
随他过活吧？

不！
保存记忆
珍惜身边人。

2007-06-25T10:09:00.000+08:00

Wheee...so much has changed during the hols. Not that im complaining though. Whatever it is..WHY THE HECK ARE WE PLAYING GAMES NOW. ITS BLOODY LIKE 3 HOURS MORE TO YOUR ECONS PAPER PEOPLE. like they care-.-ALRIGHT GAMING TIME. GOUGOU.

Hey girl, I set a reminder, so u better do too =)

Boom

2007-06-03T23:00:00.000+08:00

Bleehhh HOLIDAY AH! THIS IS A HOLIDAY! im so daaammmm sure. A holiday with more than half of it occupied wif CIBTC stuff. Cant believe this. First time i cant play in peace in the hols. Wth is this manz. Haiz...life has changed. Cant wait for end of blocks.

2007-05-17T20:22:00.000+08:00

长阪曾见子龙扬，赤壁笑看千军丧。
回眸一望红尘烦，只叹光阴歼名将！

2007-05-15T21:51:00.000+08:00

Tralalala~ FINALLY i get a day of rest then suddenly everything avalanches right on top of me. woohoo! i hate this.

2007-05-13T18:57:00.000+08:00

杯子神功，
杯解行动！

我豁出去了。

2007-05-11T21:32:00.000+08:00

I feel like im going bonkers. Really. no thanks to cibtc and cll testS.

我感到我那几根精神支柱正一一崩溃倒塌。。

2007-05-04T00:07:00.000+08:00

i will pass bio, i will pass bio, iwill pass bio, iwillpass bio, iwillpassbio, Iwillpassbio, IWILLpassbio, IWILLPASSbio,IWILLPASSBIOIWILLPASSBIOIWILLPASSBIOASSADOPLIWILLPASSSBIOOS,LSD

sane.

2007-05-02T21:29:00.000+08:00

以战养战，愈战愈强！

空

2007-05-01T11:17:00.000+08:00

空者，非真空也，乃视尽沧桑之觉悟。观古今人也，无人空之。因众人皆受牵挂所束。

得道

2007-04-29T16:51:00.000+08:00

心境达到前所未有的清澄。不是解脱，是了解。了解自己的处境，了解自己的目的，了解自己。

现在的我，再次不同！

Friendship

2007-04-22T23:05:00.000+08:00

Suddenly just have alot of emotions pent up..Thinking about the few blogs that ive seen these few days. Now peeps, I just have something to share with all whos reading this blog.

To: non-friends

"Identify your friends/best friends, for they are your best source of support. You need them. Really."

To: friends

Just one sentence.

"You'll never fight alone."

As long as you're my friend, I'll be there for you. This is a promise to both you, and myself.

Yo!

2007-04-22T17:39:00.000+08:00

These few days have indeed gone like a breeze. Events whizzed past like they have never even existed before. I still remember vividly about how we were last year, still remaining carefree and relatively playful...Things have changed. definitely. We are no longer those sec. 4s who heck cared about homework and hanged around in school everyday playing, playing, and more playing. What I feel that's fortunate is that we have not forgotten these days we had...Haiz, if only we could return back to those days. Nevertheless, life goes on. I have my own aspirations..my own future to take care of.
Im gonna get more busy already. CIBTC Non-residential trainings coming up every saturday..bio and chem and cll and gp tests. Not to mention pw. And weekly trainings. Looking at my schedule in the june hols..it resembles hell. Like, take a glance at this:

5th-8th June: LEP Writing Camp
9th-12th June: CIBTC RESIDENTIAL training
14th-17th June: CIBTC ATC

Lets hope i survive, shall we?

New Beginning

2007-04-21T17:32:00.000+08:00

YO! I'm back, with a new skin up. Conan rox!! muahahahahhaa!1111shift+one! Kudo Shinichi ftw!!!
Alright enuff with that crap. I need to get back to homework. Find time to talk more.bye.

Random

2007-03-05T12:53:00.000+08:00

君子之道始于行，行之所为启于心。

论人生

2007-03-03T15:14:00.000+08:00

在当今社会中,有很多人为追求物质享受,不惜付出一切代价. 友情,亲情,孝心都可以不屑一顾. 在慨叹人心不古,世态炎凉的当儿,笔者亦尝试反躬自省. 庆幸的是,虽然李某人对于物质享受确实有一点过度的奢求,但还并非退化至将一切的一切都抛诸脑后的地步.

"人生在世,所为何?"这个课题相信对众多人来说并不新鲜,可算是老生常谈. 我自然没有那个能力去解答此一疑问, 因为每个人都是一个独立的个别体, 这个问题的答案也由此因人而异. 本人的答案出乎意料的简单: 我认为人的存在是为了延续生命. 没有一个人能够长生不老,永久地留驻于这片大地上. 我们所能做的便是过完这一生,然后回归于尘土.因此,本人立志为人师表,欲倾尽我一生精力传授我所有的知识. 可以造福下一代对我来说是极大的满足感,已然再无可求的了. 我的生活想必不会过于富裕,不会穿金带银,不会拥有豪宅两三栋,但也不至于箪瓢屡空. 生活过得简简单单,家人能够永远快乐,夫复何求?

Finally a new post.

5th February

2007-02-05T19:11:00.000+08:00

我放下了。。但是我的心放不下

Unbelievable

2007-01-30T19:37:00.000+08:00

Lol, i cant believe this..our new blog template is gonna be published wif my quote on my previous msn nick! duno y its actually included..-.- i dun wan a mugger class actually..living 2 yrs in H not enuff meh? knn1@$@#$%345!@%@#%!%@#% ok fine wadever.

Ok, icantpostmuchcosimsupposedtobemuggingandidunnowadimdoinghere so byebye.

Short post

2007-01-27T23:36:00.000+08:00

同侪之情兄弟义
但或有人当儿戏
吾却将其藏心底
直到蒸发化成气

well..jialiang was talking abt how he misses 1g/2g..and i was tinking how many ppl actually still reminiscences about the times we had together..

51st post!

2007-01-23T19:46:00.000+08:00

Lalaaaalaaaaa..51st post! omg! 51st!

ok thats quite lame. Hmm..from the time since i last posted..its about 2 wks aredi? not much has happened, except for the official start of mugging period(or not? o.O) aniwae, these few days miraculously i survived without dota on the wkdays OMG! AMAZING FEAT! UNBELIEVABLE! CRAZY! INSANE! GODLIKE! ok fine its dam exaggerated..

ok wad else..hmm. Appointed CT Rep..given quite a few responsibilities (esp. since there are new members being added each week..) Haiz, even after two weeks, i still kinda miss high school..those carefree days when i come home at 4.00pm and dota 1 or 2 matches before attempting to finish homework and end up going to sch to copy..now i come home bloody late(although its half because i was reluctant to come home early..) I MISS 4H! BUT NOT AS MUCH AS 2G! i wan 2G!

Ok looking at the length of this post..i feel lyk ive written enuff..lets see..animore? O YA, i joined taekwondo wif yz+yongwei+other people whom i noe =D yay, i wont be plunged into a CCA with all random people whom i duno. As always...ending off with..chinese!
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以仁待人,人必不负我!
(I hereby declare that this will be my personal motto for years to come)

OG31 & My New Class

2007-01-08T19:37:00.000+08:00

I jus realised i blogged nothing about OG31! It r-a-w-k-s! Esp. with ben wu around, noob guy! Noob infusion of wisdom and strength into our cheers and make us own each round upside down-.- Anyway the whole group was quite on, and with my sudden loud shouts and all...i tink we could haf won the best cheer prizes :D Yay..for pictures go to shixian's blog cos im lazy to upload it, since blogger is having such a hard time even to load my page. I shan't give them further trouble. O yea, btw if ani1 frm OG31 is reading this, hope ur fine in ur classes.

Next,my new class. After having been through er..4-5hours with my new class, still havent been able to find realli aniting out..Though i do noe thres 2 prcs, 1 msian, 1 malay fren...thats about all. O YA! and 12 in CLL. yes, that means half of them are with me! WOOT! dum dee dum.

Tmr i may be able to find out more, and i hope mingte can cope with these subjects...sian, if he decides to change out i abit happy+shufu+shushi+shushuang.
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去到新的课室,才想起从前的四辛。一股莫名的忧愁围绕了我。
我还放不下二庚和四辛。。。

OhLienTehSen

2007-01-04T22:00:00.000+08:00

No its not german, its jus the phonics of o-rien-ta-tion pronounced wif a funny accent. Well, orientation...is "fine", if u dun consider the dance+cheer+jc anthem we haf to sing+alot of other untouched matters. yea, its fine. Definitely. Why does it last ONLY 3 DAYS??? (sarcasm detected) well, aniwae, made quite a number of friends..., and i tink more on nxt monday, provided i dun die of anxiety by then. Quite worried and flustered that my combi will get rejected somehow. Hope not. Cos CLL is always so bloody 冷门. Differs not much from the High School Section LEP.

O ya. sumting else. For some reason, orientation makes ppl so dam bloody tired. I duno how and why, but it definitely leaves ppl charging for the bed once they reach home. so now im gonna jump on my bed and sleep in 1/2 hr i hope..

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纵天之骄子, 亦难逃时光的左右.

OOPS

2006-12-26T19:55:00.000+08:00

lol..after worrying about my dad for the night, went to sleep..den today morning he come back liao..thanks to those who asked abt wad happened..aniwae its nothing serious, jus that he has to go back to the hospital for another checkup in february...currently hes fine and he was watching me play dota jus now-.- alls well that ends well..ok now to bathe.

Worried

2006-12-26T01:52:00.000+08:00

dammit...im quite flustered about my dad's current situation. Sent into NUH aredi..hope he doesnt need to be admitted although thre is quite a high possibility..now my mum and sis in hospital accompanying him..sian...fk..dam worried

灵感要来挡也挡不住

2006-12-22T18:12:00.000+08:00

LOL. these 2 poems were written wif sum help frm weizheng, who triggered a few lines. Then i continued and finished within 3min..

圣诞前夕雨纷纷
家家户户都关门
借问泳池何处有
警察遥指大马路

And, the 2nd..

圣诞前夕雨纷纷
圣诞老人欲断魂
借问高楼何处有
路人告诫"莫轻生"

o ya i tink i was supposed to talk abt the taiwan trip. BUT, knowing my procrastinating self, i will leave it till tmr. Adios!

2nd attempt

2006-12-22T00:28:00.000+08:00

And so after my previous post i left my blog stagnanting for around..2wks? -__- so here i am trying to post sumting out of nothing again..o wait actually i ignored my blog oni for 1 wk..went to taiwan for the other. O YES! i can blog abt my taiwan trip, but den its 12am in the morning now and im lazy to..it'll take another 1/2-1 hr bcos of pics, so ill "try" to post it tmr..

But ive seen quite a different image of taiwan frm that trip, lyk taiwanese police being the ultimate campers...and taiwanese salesmen/saleswomen being the uber persuaders and etc. And also, once again, realised how time flies (lyk everi1 else does when it comes near to end of hols) So aniwae, to end wif my own quote again..

善恶黑白自古难分, 但紧记天地有正气, 公道自在人心,问心无愧, 必能怡然自得.

Old Blog, New post

2006-12-05T17:02:00.000+08:00

Lalala~~..long time since i posted. LOL. its one month? Havent noticed the time passing since i started doing UTP..zzz..and up till now wad i planned to do at the start of the hols is not done yet. Things lyk: 1) look up the library for books. 2) do frequent workouts at gym. 3) swim. and many others. But i have enough reason to believe the jc life will be a brand new one..mayb not for the better, but definitely, a changed school journey..

Without my old frens frm hwachong (or MOST of them), its gonna be quite sad..lawlz..but well..life's like that, not like i can do aniting abt it. going to taiwan on 12th! meeting mingte (i hope..) there on his homeground..later he homeground advantage pwn me-.- (like wad yipkang did in australia).

ok well..i dun care abt the length of this blog post. To me, its bloody long aredi. Adios!

人不能永远活着,也就因为如此,人们才会更珍惜所有的一切..
不失去...人,是不会懂得珍惜的..

P.S. main motive was to revive blog, now its done :D

Revival

2006-11-07T20:27:00.000+08:00

Hehehehe..i din blog for so dam bloody long until i almost forgot abt this myself...well...my inspiration stagnanted for quite a period, and it hasnt revived. Largely due to the influx of games and numerous calls for dota..until it washed away those teeny bits of twitches in my brain..now i officially give up on continuing lol..Sad for those awaiting the nxt and nxt and nxt and nxt and nxt instalments..

NEVERTHELESS, memories of my two past classes will never be forgotten. Let us all remember,

离别不是空间的隔离,而是记忆的流失.

Now, on to future paths. My selected academic pathway will be walked alone, or else with one or two other frens..my combi seems quite unique..BCMCLL..if im gonna get posted into a class with nobody i noe i might as well die..not that i haven tried that b4 but...to relive sec 1 again seems torture...esp. when i noe thre wont be another 1G. Wadever. We will still meet again.Heh. Split into classes but united in spirit. That's 2G and 4H!

FF12! owns! pwns! twns! swns! and all the other alphabets replacing the first letter. Lub it except for the grinding i haf to do..sian.

After searching so long for a new blogskin i tot might as well stick to the old one..cos its quite nice to stick with.-.- heh. Ill try to blog again if i rmb. thats IF i rmb..

Loss of inspiration...due to gaming

2006-10-11T19:26:00.000+08:00

These few days went pass in the blink of an eye..din have much time to blog since everitime i blog was another stanza..and everitime i squeezed myself out to think of one..Then for the past few days din haf ANI INSPIRATION AT ALL..though i mus admit it was due to my consistent gaming thru tues and weds ^^ CHAOTONG U GOTTA WAIT LONGER!!

lol.

hmm...tmr's last paper...hope the inspiration will come after furious scribblings of two pieces of essays for chinese paper 1..and im getting disgaea 2 tmr!! whee...gonna spam it.

4TH!..with some changes :D

2006-10-07T21:46:00.000+08:00

四辛班
很好玩
要一览
自己看

1至5
神光绕

洪嘉骏
个子小
萧子轩
看不到
蔡若泥
光头照
陈志勇
眼睛爆
沈永权
无皮了

6至10
非俗庸

吴俊兴
吞枣功
辜韦翔
绘真龙
王卿仕
变无踪
何庭丰
猛熊冲
何建衡
棋盘通

11至15
号精英

方励恒
口齿清
王健仲
编剧情
林庭睿
御风行
郭志兴
如壮丁
孔奕恒
喊口令

16至20
神兽园

刘俊杰
嘴一弯
李汶伟
顺藤攀
李一新
向上窜
林家良
入土钻
林源广
白肚翻

Long-awaited THIRD

2006-10-05T21:14:00.000+08:00

四辛班
很好玩
要一览
自己看

洪嘉骏
个子小
萧子轩
看不到
蔡若泥
光头照
陈志勇
眼睛爆
沈永权
无皮了

吴俊兴
吞枣功
辜韦翔
绘真龙
王卿仕
变无踪
何庭丰
猛熊冲
何建衡
棋盘通

方励恒
口齿清
王健仲
编剧情
林庭睿
御风行
郭志兴
如壮丁
孔奕恒
喊口令

Whose fault?

2006-10-04T20:33:00.000+08:00

why the f**k my parents always knnbccb quarrel on eve of exams?? My dad's temperament is seriously abit NOOB TO THE POINT OF INFINITY. To illustrate this:

Normal

My sister meng scold me 4-letter and 3-letter words, non-stop abuse of vulgarities. Not only me, but my MUM TOO! WTH! Then my dad zhijie listen and dao...ok lor, he can allow her to do such shit, den i got nothing to say

Today

My sister noob kaobei again, meng attitude my mum and I. My father scold her, she scold back..and my father 七窍生烟,顿生无明火..zhijie come out whack my sis so dam #@!$@#$#$% hard that even i will cringe...And then it ensued..My mum interfered and a quarrel initiated..den my dad jus sae since u dun allow me to even discipline her i might as well go out *takes wallet* goes to door *unlocks door* goes out.

ALL THESE BEFORE MY(and my sis's) EXAMS! Well, my temper is somewhat like my dad but like wad we learnt in bio i inherited some of mum's genes so that balanced out abit but wtfggbbqnore..

FK LA! JUS BEFORE PHYSICS! NOW I GOT MOOD AR! FAIL LA!

Second one..

2006-10-01T20:28:00.000+08:00

四辛班
很好玩
要一览
自己看

洪嘉骏
个子小
萧子轩
看不到
蔡若泥
光头照
陈志勇
眼睛爆
沈永权
无皮了

吴俊兴
吞枣功
辜韦翔
绘真龙
王卿仕
变无踪
何庭丰
猛熊冲
何建衡
棋盘通

First instalment.

2006-09-30T00:19:00.000+08:00

四辛班
很好玩
要一览
自己看

洪嘉骏
个子小
萧子轩
看不到
蔡若泥
光头照
陈志勇
眼睛爆
沈永权
无皮了

Countdown: 4 days

2006-09-28T22:13:00.000+08:00

Lol. ppl started counting down bloody long ago and i start my countdown 4 days before..Whatever it is..increasing pressure is being exerted on us..but yet i feel dam shuang abt an incident today..

WE BONNED WEILIANG! LOL!

Who ask him go pon sch until 12pm. I was speculating he will come at wad 12pm just like wad he proclaimed ytd..den REALLI..HE CAME IN AT 12.07! i dam buay song wif him..den i see him zhijie hug him and shout WTF WEILIANG??!?!?! BON ARRR!

And a bonding session ensued.

woohoo! weiliang's pants ji short..so easy to pull off..And i was the mastermind hehe..

Wadever..back to mugging MUG MUG MUG 杯解!

Book pressure

2006-09-27T21:57:00.000+08:00

Book pressure is the accumulation of so much knowledge in ur brain cells that a steep WP gradient is formed. Thus, blood gushes into ur brain cells at such an alarming pressure and speed that your brain cells rupture one by one and u eventually bao bi.
Of course, with the exception of Junheng, whose brain is either too dense or too mugger-transformed to be ruptured by mere blood pressure.
(The above demonstrates the transformation of the blogger from a normal student to a SANE-minded mugger)

Okay, back to blogging. Today was quite an uneventful day...just a day of mugging..o wait, today marks my first day (abit early) of total mugging without playing ANITING. HOLY SHIT WTF GGNORE BBQ WAD A T000T ACHIEVEMENT! UNBELIEVABLE!

wadever.

So, back to mugging and i see yg online le..now its yg's daily questioning [me] time.

Normal day, normal mugging

2006-09-25T23:09:00.000+08:00

没有解不开的难题
只有不懂的解开难题的人

Well, today went as per normal without any abnormal happenings wadsoever..except for the erm..unexpectedly high level of absentees (3, and thats bloody high for our class)
I wonder...is absenteeism becoming a solution for not enough mugging time? heh..wadever it is..I SHALL PIA THRU THIS EXAM..it wont be an obstacle to me...

如果连侦探都放弃了
案件将永远陷入迷宫之中

Some character..

2006-09-23T18:10:00.000+08:00

LOL I CANT BELIEVE IT MYSELF..
Below's my strengthsquest results from last year:

Harmony
Positivity
Individualisation
Developer
Adaptability

心底的呐喊

2006-09-23T12:56:00.000+08:00

Omg, nows lyk less than two weeks away from exams and im still fking playing all-day long. I seriously dam scared of exams liao..wad if i cant even get Bs..NO, i will.erm.get.A1.

Hope so.

Hmm..now to think about it, i shuld haf confidence of myself! I have the abilities..wait, do i? Im not chaotong >< Wadever...ill just mug thru it without any systematic approach. I dun believe in organising timetables. 随其自然发展..自然变化..便是美..to take it in my stride and read thru those that i duno first...tts the key to my mugging.

Now lastly, as always

自信是滋养生命之花的宝贵水源
却也是能摧毁生物的泛滥水灾

水能载舟
亦能覆舟

切记

Ownage

2006-09-20T21:28:00.000+08:00

Seems lyk i forgot to blog about yesterday. Nothing much EXCEPT the rat dissection which totally owns. Of course, i had an advantage over the others in terms of tolerance of the rotting smell simply because my nose is blocked :D HAH. im in the process of getting some of the rat pics...ani1 lyk to pass me some? hehe..

Aniwae, today marked our death. OD. HOLYSHITTYOMFGWTFBBQGGNORE2!!221312@#!

Enough of the exclamation. Din do realli bad though. went thru it unscathed because mrs sim was more persistent on how to improve sexual education instead of focusing more on my hrp content and topic :P hehe..Well, its over. OVER. but mugging isnt.

他山之石
可以攻玉

New day, great goals

2006-09-18T21:36:00.000+08:00

Okay, monday. Supposedly a good start to the week, but bio spa 4 turned it bad. I dun wanna talk more about it, since i know thres a mistake sumwhre but i duno wad.

NOW, to move on to establishment of objectives for this week. I wish to complete:

1) Bio sec 3 syllabus revision
2) Chem+Physics sec 4 syllabus revision
3) Maths 1 topical ws done
4) play

well, we set our goals up high because we aim to achieve it, but not necessarily being able to attain it. So, being humble and knowing my own abilities, heres a better version:

1) play

ya tts all. LOL.

2006-09-17T17:54:00.000+08:00

聚财万贯
事业有成
子孙满堂
但死后
一切转眼成空
生不带来,死不带去
何不两袖清风
Was feeling bored, so thought should pen down some of my thoughts after looking at some people's nicks. Sometimes I just think: If living our lives was for some objective, what? To construct some historical, 千垂不朽 achievement? To earn all the money in this universe? Or just living to die?
Well, I am not in the position to say what each of us should look forward to or wad goals we should set for ourselves. What I think myself is that (okay, its basically slighted more towards the Chinese philosophies and beliefs) Life, in the end, is simply death. Dust to dust, ashes to ashes. Whatever bloody achievements or successes or even money you have earned in the end will just be washed away in the giant current of time. Nothing stands strong against time. Rather than wasting my time seeking these kinda materialistic stuff, I thought I should look out for more of things like the true essence of life.
Some philosophers believe that death leads to another new initiation of life. Not realli literally, but i think it means that when something dies, somewhre near him or close to him, its the start of another new life. And that could be quite true. Well, you see, when plants die, their remains serve to fertilise their next generation. When people die, they 'usually' have already reproduced like 2 or 3 generations.
生死非两个极端
乃是息息相关
Okay, maybe the above seems dang crappy..but its my outlook on life. Maybe thats why i wanna be a teacher..average pay, average working time, BUT definitely not an average job. A teacher carries much more responsibilities than we think. But what matters, i think, will not be what we get, but what we pass down, the legacy we leave after we die. Seeking personal success, in the end, benefits no one but your own generation. Being a teacher, in contrast, helps much more people than we can imagine. And to kope something from our recent compre,
良师兴国

Void of inspiration

2006-09-16T20:17:00.000+08:00

Hehe, no inspiration for crappy poems, so might as well get down to writing a normal post that i haven been writing for a month. Some kinda weekend..The exam pressure is just suffocating me until im nearly dead...ARGHHHH URGHHH..although ive been playing, i still can remove that bloody pressure on my head (cos my head is small of course..then pressure is inversely proportional to cross-sectional area). Bleh..

BLOODY EXAMS

Yea, my first rhyming poem

2006-09-14T22:20:00.000+08:00

考试之前
我们每个人都不断吃书
谁知道知识只有进却没得出
但为了考到好成绩却不能认输
到了考试当天还不是大喊舒服!

考试当中
看到考题就一直猛喊非常爽感
做了两题就让人感觉无比心寒
再做几题不过是随便翻翻
恨不得把老师切成两半!

考试过后
心里有种莫名的轻松
眼前的世界都是海阔天空
不分昼夜只为了玩到挤出眼瞳
那么考完了试还有什么用?

Normal Wednesday

2006-09-13T18:29:00.000+08:00

Hmm...with all the mugging of sciences, i tink its high time i came up with a hypothesis myself..so as follows:

As time to exams decreases, pressure increases exponentially.

Now, WHY is that so?

Explanation: N/A. All of you understand wad i mean :P

HAHA. lame..wadever it is, good luck for those taking exams, ip or o lvls, wadever. Do your best!

On a side-note, Feel quite worried for moses..hope hes well, and come back to sch soon.

Finished..

2006-09-12T21:58:00.000+08:00

“骏”悄无比的蚂蚁
矮小精悍的萧子
光芒四射的辉哥
呆呆兽的智勇
魅力无法挡的永权

天下无敌杯子神功炉火纯青第一绝的俊兴
能传“变”形“态”的暐翔
天生发福的卿仕
熊霸四方的庭丰老大
棋坛之最,棋圣建衡

力战群儒而败之也,励恒
名副其实的健仲
朝气勃勃,非池中物之庭睿
嘴硬心软的志兴
虚怀若谷,不吭一声的奕恒

寒如严冬,一语冻人的俊杰
猴样十足,围棋高(长)手的汶伟
赛诸葛,胜张良,智勇双全,胆识过人,义薄云天,无人能比,自卖自夸的一新
人小志气比天高之嘉良
青蛙王子, 小白广, 源广在此(汪!)

额头高涨,内功纯正雄厚的茂兴
千古流传的唯一人猿, 国雄
实事求是,以实据为真理的勇崴
平易近人的刺猬, 世贤
不鸣则已,一鸣惊人的衍宇

玩世不恭,具创世雄才的宇譞
绝世英雄,惊世武功,独孤求败孙杰豪
既非"松"下之童子,亦非街头"鼠"辈, 炜良也
田径骄子,传道之人永杰
前无古人, 后无来者, 百年难得的惊世奇才, 当代爱因思坦, 朝栋

表里不一,外柔内刚的子马华
环境污染指数偏高的罪魁祸首,移动烟囱伟根
深谙音乐, 具领袖雄风之敬阳
数学精英,足球名教练的杨尉正
惊天地,泣鬼神之不朽天才天昱

Mugger

2006-09-11T23:31:00.000+08:00

夜神人静
悉
悉
声响

打开大门
对!
错!
感叹

进入房间
烁
烁
灯闪

定眸一看
原来是
MUGGER!

LOLOLOLOL!! Haha!

MSN msger is pretty not bastard

2006-09-11T18:55:00.000+08:00

GREAT! BASTARD @!#@#$%#@%!@%@! MSN MESSENGER DECIDES TO FAIL ME ON THIS FATEFUL DAY WHERE TMR IS TWO SPA TESTS! I resign to fate..if i must mug all by myself and own everi single one out thre..so be it..I SHALL MUG ALONE!

Ok, putting that aside, lets see..today, chinese test...HAH, pretty not scr00ed to begin with..Instructions say choose the correct number..Okay, i admit i din see the instructions, but neither did i see numbers o.O wth? The printing must be quite zhai to produce such stuff..and i dun suppose Wei Zheng, Wen Wei all cock-eyed? Cannot be la! And summore, the invigilator supposed to remind us that its NUMBERS, and our bloody teacher Se*k nv did aniting? WTBI**H! Not that 20 marks will make a big..I MEAN, 20 marks will kill me! Cannot! Noooo!

*The above is a lump of crap which can be ignored as it contains no significance wadsoever to anybody, even the writer itself*

Okay, Now i quote one random line frm 韩愈:

食马者不知其千里而食之也

*现有伯乐,后才有千里马*

To be continued..

2006-09-06T00:19:00.000+08:00

Reporting Mugging Progress...

2006-09-05T18:22:00.000+08:00

I thought i might as well talk about my progress in mugging for eoy..currently..

Maths: 30%
Biology: 1% (Considering i read it at 12am)
Chemistry: 1% (Cos i mugged for tmr's chem exam)
Physics: 0.001% (cos i did three mcq questions)

Voila!! So much i mugged!!Hurray!! ok starting frm tis post, i will to end my message with sum chinese idioms or well-known poetic phrases to promote and improve everi1's chinese!!

劝君莫惜金缕衣
劝君惜取少年时

花开堪折直须折
莫待无花空折枝

时间

汗血,赤兔,的廬
无人
可以
驯服它

汉升之神箭
无人
可以
阻拦它

乃是空气
虽宝贵
却
无人
可以
捉住它..

一新

hehe..the ling gan jus flows..Hope it doesnt suck too much..bb

生命

2006-09-04T14:23:00.000+08:00

蜡烛之火
即燃之刻
烈焰灿烂

风吹雨打
光暗不定
垂弱的火
却也有
重生
的希望

但是
愈烧愈旺
愈烧
愈接近
死亡

人人希望
此火
永世不灭
却不尽然..

by -Me- aka. Yi Xin aka. Shing!

And i noe it sux..

Sian-ness in the air..

2006-09-03T19:36:00.000+08:00

Wth..abit bu sian ar...last time holidays used to be filled with days of gaming..now once september hols start..i suddenly dun feel lyk playing..WTH FREAK U JUNHENG AURA..knn..nooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...i shall not fall into the deep crevasses that muggers lyk junheng have aredi dropped into..I shall not succumb to the evil side..NO! Playing=good, mugging=bad!! Games FTW! o shit, back to mugging ;)

我是个白痴

2006-09-02T00:42:00.000+08:00

Hmm..i haf nothing much to sae in this post..'cept that im not a yg..

Zzzz...

2006-09-01T11:39:00.000+08:00

Well, teachers' day celebrations..I will not and should not mention the HCI celebrations simply cos it SUX. After that, went around being a santa distributing presents, and went back to phpps...fun!! See so many old frens, yet now i find myself in quite a calamity that i hadnt foreseen myself..lalala..I think im in the same situation as yuanguang..zzz..I hope everi1 realises what that means..I dun wanna elaborate. Argh, EXAMS EXAMS EXAMS EXAMSUX EXAMS EXAMS EXAMS.

Mugging and Reflecting

2006-08-29T22:25:00.000+08:00

As it gets closer to the exam period, obviously mug more play less. But as janey saes more is less and threfore less is more and thus...CRAP. Lets go on to the topic. Obviously, i haven started mugging for eoy. Its jus the bio test tmr. Yet as i mug, i keep thinking about what will happen to us classmates in 3/4H and 1/2G. We may not see each other as often as now in high school, especially if we dun pick the same kinda combinations. And since i see my combination as a certainly evaded combination by alot of us..i fear to think about what will happen without u ppl..Without knowing, we may all have developed this attachment towards our class and our consortium (especially with our ProEd Lang!)...Well, its stupid worrying about someting that hasnt come..My Motto: Worry about the present. Wheee..Okay, back to mugging bio(or playing)

I LUB MY COMP!

2006-08-28T18:01:00.000+08:00

OMG..these few days, while playing games, i was tinking why my comp was so dam freaking lag..den today, while dota-ing, i finally decided i had enuff when i was feeding bcos of the lag spikes. Went to check using a gohcw (panda) virus scanner and HOLY SH!T!! 20 VIRUSES! MY COMP OWNS J00!! like other ppl's 1 or 2 viruses cannot tahan my comp endured thru 20 viruses -.- YAY, NOW ITS BACK TO NO LAG TIME!

Fruitful end...

2006-08-25T19:20:00.000+08:00

Today marks the end of all the sec 4s' last sabbatical in their high school life. Less than 4-5 weeks later will be our end-of-year, and I'm relieved(or not) to know that almost 80% of my friends haven started mugging!! Yay! Last minute mugging pwns j00!!oneoneoneshift+one! Just realised Mrs Sow is realli dang nice..once ur under her charge she realli takes care of you, lol! The end of the sabbatical also marks the significant start of our mugging period..mayb aft tis my posts will be less frequent. Games less played(like reduce 10min?). Hmm, but something today is pissing me off..

LEP SUX!!

Look, I don't know why, but LEP teachers luv to drag us into any activity the BSP ppl are involved in. We don't get the same recognition, lessons or wadsoever, but still we mus go for such activities. It seriously makes me despise LEP more. JC LEP and High School LEP sounds and looks so freaking different. High School LEP is some kinda shit-like programme. Thres no true organisation, with venues and programmes/activities decided last minute. By last minute, i mean on the day itself. Its realli dam freaking useless..As wzmh says, schools a freaking conning company..tt explains why we got into LEP.

Add-on

2006-08-21T14:22:00.000+08:00

This is an add-on to the previous post. I forgot to thank somebody. KOY fish. I really appreciate it that u actually bought(or gave) something to me for my bday present. Whatever it is, thanks for your effort. Not to mention Mr Wei Lian(g) also.

Birthday of The One, aka ME

2006-08-20T19:23:00.000+08:00

Okay..today was quite a long day, so i tot i would try to re-order it and present it in a chronological format.

11-1pm

Was preparing for the bday party. Lol, i was also finding some games to while my time away while waiting for the arrival of my frens.
Weizheng was the first to arrive of course..he came here, talked wif my mum, and stoned with me. LAWL.
Okay, now the room starts to populate..yize and weixiang comes, along wif kunyang, keef, zihua,etc. (forgive me if i forget the correct sequence, my house is just filled with too many beasts and animals for me to concentrate, i.e. my sis and her frens) Anyway, we started SLIME SOCCER, OUR PREMIUM PACKAGE GAME. WOOHOO! ROXX0r.
Okay, aniwae, we knew there was definitely something better. Then, we got to LF2.WHEEEEEEE. owns again.
Then comes lunchtime. We go down for lunch, see jack, tingfeng, yongwei, mingte (guess whos missing).

1pm-3pm

Lo Behold, the arrival of the Frog, the Dog and the Stem-cell, YUANGUANG! Clap-clap-clap!
Then we cut the cake, and distributed it while yg was having lunch.
Here comes the fun part. As planned, yuanguang jumped into the pool (look, we didnt push him in, he said he rather jump in himself :D).
Took some videos of him of course. hehe. Then, he changed and we started LF2 ownage again.

3pm-5pm

At this timing, we were split into two different factions. A few of us, i forgot who, were either reading comics/playing LF2/watching them play LF2 in my room. The others were in the living room camping in front of the TV playing PS2. Mingte got bored and suggested playing soccer. TF, WX and YG t3h fr0g went with him. Okay, nothing much abt this time period, cos we were basically playing.

5pm-7pm

Last time period before all went home. Interestingly, mingte came back with a pissed face. I will not say much about this incident due to the sensitivity of it (as it involves racial issues. I hope all can guess why due to the nature of the sport.) Ok then. My frens were starting to go home aredi, starting with weizheng,yize,tingfeng,weixiang,yuanguang,yongwei,mingte,zihua. Sent them off, had a realli good time.
Of course, we were left with jack, keef, yongwei, leaving slightly after, and with me typing in this blog.

To conclude, I wish to thank my friends for giving me yet another fun and hilarious bday party, and of course NO THANKS to my sis and her frens. Those who came noe wad i mean. And of course my grandparents, my parents, my aunts, my cousins, etc. And of course our Best Fren Frog Yuanguang who willing got dunked into the pool. Thanks.

Another zhai day..

2006-08-19T21:38:00.000+08:00

Hi. Today, again, the exhibition gave me another whole new experience. It was a very fun, enriching encounter. In fact, it even gave me a chance to converse in "perfect" english.

Prepare. Behold.

Today, at 8.30am, MALAYS came to the Romance of the Three Kingdoms exhibition. (look im not saying aniting here). Well, the thing is, we all know they cant understand chinese. So, we were posed wif the challenge of translating our whole scripts into ENGLISH. Imagine that. And top it up with the fact that all this was impromptu. Meaning we only knew it when they came into Kah Kee Hall.

SHUANG!

Of course, since I have played Dynasty Warriors before, I kinda know how to pronounce the chinese characters in english accent. (which always sucks, bcos foreigners are just too clever for their own good. Change the chinese pronunciation for suck cock english pronunciation.) Then, lo behold, the malays were actually better than those chinese people viewing the exhibits in one sense: Each and every group who walks by will ask me to explain the portraits.

Talk about cultural identity and understand one's culture. Malays are more interested in our culture than ourselves.

Ok, put that aside. Another funny incident. There was this couple who was visiting all the exhibits. When they came to me, I started one line by explaining the portraits. Then, they started deviating from the exhibit and asked me about what i knew and what i learnt. We deviated more when I said i understood about the basic storyline of the Three kingdoms through playing games. We deviated LIKE NOTHING when they went on to ask me about the game playstyle and interface, because they wanted to buy a game for their child. So we went on and on..(cos this is supposedly my best topic of explanation)

Lastly, to update all those who haf played ztd wif me and jack b4..WE GOT TO LVL 39!!WOOHOOO! now jack has gone for his tuition..after that we are gonna try again. Hope we can succeed.

Unbelievable

2006-08-18T19:27:00.000+08:00

The past few days has been just unbelievable. Okay, firstly to rectify a mistake i made in my previous post..there werent 20+ portraits...it was 40+..LOL WTH NOOB CALCULATION.

Okay. So?

Well, and once the first day started for us to make our presentations to any viewer who walked by and wanted to know more about our assigned portraits. The first thing i felt when i went into Kah Kee Hall on Thursday.

DUO REN.

Attributed to a few reasons. Firstly, not many lower secondary peeps noe about this. Secondly, these are the only possible people who would visit this exhibition. Lastly, Even then, the numbers are abundant.

Well, then we come to today. It was a totally new sight to behold..

SHAO REN.

Knn, the whole hall was filled with spams of who knows what primary schs and sec schs. Totally imba. But the thing is..repeating the same story and content over and over again 20+ times is kinda..well..TIRING? Wth manz.

Okay, last ting. WTFGGBBQNOREWTHIMPOSSIBLESHITISTHIS?

MY pday got A?????????????????????????????????????? thats crap..look we tot that getting a B+ would aredi mean that the judges are benevolent and kind, yet here comes an A! W00t!

I got bested in my forte..

2006-08-14T19:40:00.000+08:00

Today..lit test not too bad..i guess fooyy repented LAWL jk. Sry if this may offend ani1..I do noe sum1 who will definitely get offended. ^^ Aniwae, today was a day of shinging. I got overtaken by a lot of teachers in this arena which i am supposed to have mastered. First, Mr Tanyk, who supposedly said that he will be allowing us to do the 250 cheng yus during his periods today..Suddenly, for god noes wad reason, he seems to have forgotten wad he said, and gave out an almost full Paper 2 for us to do..

Talk about backstabbing, will u? Teachers do it best.

But the best has yet to come. Okay...today im gonna get owned wif the pile of shit i accumulated over the days, I hope LEP goes about with its normal routine and i get let off at 3pm.

I was DEAD wrong.

Was waiting for yize to finish that stupid LEP assignment which i din do and refuse to do..Then, as we walked down towards 2L, we were told to go to Kah Kee Hall. Stoned there for quite a while. Okay, here comes the part. Yize told me both of us were chosen to accompany khaw boon wan through the san guo exhibition.

GOOD GOOD NORE!

Nvm..i at least treat it as an honour..at least we are not lyk idiots who stone there waiting for people to come. So, how is this related to teachers? Read on.

Good, now we are treated lyk special personnel or even the ExCo. Went around, listened to all the comments, and then yize comes telling me another ting. ShiehLS picked the names.

SHING!

Ok, I tink we all understand. No need for animore explanation. quite gg considering that they told us we mus understand everi portrait in that whole kah kee hall. I counted, around 20+?

WOOHOO. Good. Shuang. Bye.

Ownage Day

2006-08-13T18:10:00.000+08:00

After 3hrs of gaming, im finally settled to do some work..after reading the compre passage for 5min, i suddenly felt bored. So, I msged Jack to play. Then, another 2 hrs of gaming ensued..>< WTH IS WRONG WITH ME??!!?! Nevertheless, Zoator was the best to do hw with. I finished the qns. However, I identified one big problem with the Passage A. Simply because its full of scotts. TOTALLY. The writer is blabbering about one point thruout his whole passage. Sometimes I just wonder whether prominent writers are so well known because they scott. Zzz. Nvm. Doesn't make a diff I'm just extracting info.

Wait.

Here I come to summary.

19. Passage A describes some...

HOLY SHIT!! PASSAGE A!

Returns back to passage, skim skim skim...I don't understand -.-"

GG no re! I try to do..hmm..ok..lets see..this is a point, but how come the 2nd line is the same ting as this?! SHAO CHANG WEN SUO DUAN! I still rmb the smoky chang wen suo duan we did, and how i got gg-ed. This summary should reap similar results. Argh, to hell with it, Lit first!! LIT LIT LIT!!!

Not like i realli like to read frankie, but its better.

Add-on

2006-08-12T21:29:00.000+08:00

I am finally on the right track..reading Frankie!!I WONT BE DISTRACTED (I hope). Aniwae, going to eat now..i wont get distracted..i will do my stuff..mayb i can play a..NO I CANNOT.

九死一生,侥幸归来

2006-08-12T20:15:00.000+08:00

Haha. not that scary on friday. Duno y i din feel nervous while presenting. Phew...not that i will get in, that is. Today dam sian again...Had to read frankenstein but din read it...den oni play-.- .
I feel like I myself do not realise that the Lit Test is next monday and therefore feel no urgency at all. Again, Mugging Rejection Syndrome strikes back. Whatever it is, today...HAHA DAM FUNNY!!!1111shift+one. I found a map, jack and me tried it out, and this line is one of its descriptions:

This map is not for the sane!

ROFL. Of course we tried it, and we nearly burst our bellies over it. I'm not gonna reveal it now until later at night when we play. :D Look forward to it ba.

兵行险着

2006-08-10T21:57:00.000+08:00

某明日之行危险重重，令人触目惊心。某尚未完成化学拓展课程的呈现，克日当须现场辩驳，使缓兵之计，拖延时间以待家梁的救援，一举反攻。再者，汝可知，某明日专题作业决赛的呈现万事具备，但尚欠东风。此东风是否能请到，仍不可知。若东风不到，则“呈现”败如山倒，被评判鸟个落花流水。但有言是，不入虎穴，焉得虎子，凶险越大，则收获更丰富。望某明日之行过后仍安然无恙。

就此告辞。愿后会有（无）期！

Remarkably, Extraordinarily sian

2006-08-09T21:56:00.000+08:00

To-do list:
1) Chem ppt for sabbatical
2) Physics ACE
3) Projects Day presentation plan
4) English In-convo reserach
5) Lit Revision*

* signifies tasks that are of utmost importance and should take precedence.

HOWEVER, i did nothing today and ytd. And yet i feel sian having "nothing" to do. Homework/ACE/Revision-Rejection Syndrome is here to stay yet again...Nevertheless, since i cant get the urge to do sch stuff, play lor.

.

zzz..everitime i end up like this..and i bet tmr i will be rushing everiting again..sub-standard work..bla..I still dun get that urgency to quit playing computer and mug, although the eoy exams is like less than 2 mths again..Argh, crap, 俗语说, "船到桥头自然直" Ill jus heck care and take it as it is.

Some day

2006-08-07T16:47:00.001+08:00

Now..firstly..to announce the results of the diplomatic mission today..*drum rolls*

TADA!

Mission Aborted!

...

Fact was, Weizheng and me dun even noe wad to say to him..needed more time to think thru our questions and discussion, so there u go. aborted.

Another ting, I'm gonna march tmr wheeeee!! Prepared duo can..Nevertheless, its my squad that has disappointed Chao Rong..den it makes sense for the NCO to save 'em! Sounds lame, deranged but thats wad i tink. Quite excited though..now need to polish boots and badges again, of course while watching tv/reading books/playing games. C'mon, Sec 4 squad, its time to display our proness yet again! JOIN US!

Ok, bye.

I'm HAPPY

2006-08-06T22:42:00.000+08:00

What the HELL!?!?!STUPID MICROSOFT XP PROFESSIONAL WITH FRONTPAGE! Now I finally set my heart and mind and soul into doing my LEP speech AND THEY DUN LET ME. great..now haf to use laptop..which is abit fast..crappy stupid computer..

Then again, I just realised, tmr is when Weizheng and I are gonna embark on a pivotal diplomatic mission that will be determining our Chinese lessons' future...FINDING TANYK! Woohoo..not that im very confident about how to persuade him...Nevertheless, trying is better than nothing. C'mon, we can do it..feel like saying "like real"..

Rebirth

2006-08-06T20:09:00.000+08:00

Wheee...suddenly felt an urge to recreate my blog. I wont and dun feel a need to change my blog skin. Today is stupid...I wanted to start on my LEP speech for san guo yan yi you hua zhan, and in the end did nothing...zzz..Arrgghhhh...These few days I jus keep thinking about the image of us sec 4s leaving the school to pursue each of our own paths..feels dam sad...I dun wan to be separated..since young I cherished friends around me, but den..life is always liddat.

On a lighter note, Heroes V's programmer SUCKS. The loading time is !@@##$$. Nothing more to aptly describe it. Ok lets end this. Bye.